yet another monsoon. so much has happened since the last post. i wish i could really write out every thought in my heart. not to be read by others but to have more clarity to my thoughts. yeah blood is thicker than water. but when one chooses water over blood it is different. it is in a way upsetting when someone chooses to ignore the deeper needs of someone in the family, just because it is not to their taste. it is unkind, insensitive. a feeling of being right always gives out bad vibes. instead of love and care it gives out hurt deep hurt. sometimes it seems like the hurt makes the one who hurts, enjoy it. kind of get the feeling of one having the overt feeling of i am right, what i do is right. this irritates me in a way. but i need to draw a line which doesn't touch any of the subjects. the more interesting one is the one watching silently and making small observations only shared with me:) let it go let it go let it go. .....